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well i havent exactly figured out wat it is going to be about yet. but i have to start over cuz when i was typeing it i left the room for a few minutes and some how my little cuzin mannaged to deleate everything then shut down and restart my computer so i had no way of recovering the data and depending on how the story goes i might post it. depending....

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i hope everyone had fun this weekend. did anyones plains change at the last minute? if so what happened? hope everyone had fun cuz i didnt. i get ungrounded on tuesday so hopefully i dont get into anymore troubble anywhere between now and then. im ploaying ms goodie goodie so i can get my phone back and start doing wat i want again. uggg..... i hate my little brother being in scouts. cuz since he is in scouts ihave to help deliver his popcorn... my mom forces him out to sell every year and then when it comes to delivering it he dont want to do it and he acts like a little ass and i don blame him. if i wer forced to sell over $2,300 worth of popcorn ide be a little ass about delivering it also.
ive been working on my story 4 just about 5 days now and and ive got just a little bit over 20 pages im still haveing troubble with charectors though. so if any of you wouldnt mind createing a few charectors for me ide greatly appreaciate it...... hmmm im bored well i gots to go ill post later

story

im wrighting a story... im nawt that far in it. right now im stuck with the makeing charectors... thats the part that i always sucked at cuz i klant come up with orriginal names and when i go to discribe them i like them to seem other worldly... like with strange colors 4 there eyes and for there hair and stuff....any one want to help????

im so exciteded

i get ungrounded on december 1st... right now i have nothing to do that weekend but if i kan talk my mom into it....... i might... hmmm i just rememberd that 2marrow is THANKSGIVEING!!!!!!!!

happy thanksgiveing everyone!!! hope you all have fun this weekend... me i dont have anything to do for thanks giveing.. my family has a gettogether but we dont gots the gas money to go... so the only thing we are doing this weekend is cooking a turkey... we never do anything... wll i hope all yalls have fun this weekend...

anyone have anyplains for the weekend????? going to c family? having a party? anything????...

(sorry if i am spelling thinkgs wron when i get excited my fingers like to type faster than my mind n sometimes i dont catch it right away.)

followers...

ok i really want to know who my followers are i know who 3 of them are but who are the other two?????? someone named angrygandhi and kara.... who are you two people???? im just currious if you would please let me know that would really help thank you

4 people aint enough

the subject most likely says it all....... 4 people isnt enough to save my blog im sorry,..... deadline is still christmas though

fake names on the post (below this one) comments

o wow.... that is so funny.... who ever that was that put ron that was pure genious and the other ione that was funny also lolz... (note: it may seem like sarcasm but its not)

hi! :)

ok i officially hate spanish class...... it is difficult.... AND THANKS TO MY STUPID TEACHER I HAVE BIDDI BIDDI BOM BOM STUCK IN MY HEAD!!!!!!!! AND IMMA PROB HAVE OTHER FRIGGIN SPANISH SONGS IN MY HEAD!!!!!! i absalutly hate spanish class.... i mean it is so fun to speak in spanish when people dont know wat you are saying and it is a fun language but its just really difficult.... i do better ass a self learner... ive taught myself alot of bad stuff in spanish lolz.... but who kares anyways right???? i dont get y i keep this blog only two people read it and theres no point to keeping it cuz i tell them most this shiz anyways so whats the point.... if anyone wants me to keep this that does read it then post comments on it telling me 2 keep it..... and only one comment per person....GARY!!!! NO MULTI COMMENTS..... o and when you comment on this one put ur innitials under it... if you dont mind.... if you even want me to keep it... if i dont have wat i think is enough comments by christmas i will deleat my blog and i will not post anything again......

skewl email

if you want to email me you kan use my skewl email it is ..... LB3153@k12.sd.us.... please do not abuse my skewl email by emailing me with stupid shit i dont want to hear.... this post was ment 4 only a few people but if you want to get to know me better or something or just want to say hi go for it im on it most of the time so i might replie almost right away and if i dont than that means i am in a class where i kant or im takeing a test but i will replie as soon as compleatly possible

COMMENTS

IF YOU ARE GOING TO COMMENT PUT UR INNITIALS UNDER THE COMMENT SO I KNOW WHO THE FLIP IT IS.... IT IS ONE OF MY PET PEEVES THAT EVERYONE COMMENTS UNDER ANNONOMUS or however its spelled... BUT SERIOUSLY IS IT TOO HARD FOR YALLS TO PUT SOME NOTIFICATION THAT ITS YOU???????

PS... IM NAWT YELLING OR ANGRY I JUST HAVE THIS IN CAPS TO GET MY POINT ACROSST... THANK YOU!

this is prob gunna b a long one cuz its gunna b a two in one sort of thing

well for starters.....
saturday was the most amazeing day of my life... i got to spend it with my one true love.. and when i woke up on sunday morning i immidiatly thought that saturday was just a dream a fantasy that my mind came up with to make me happy or something.. it seemed to surreal to dream like but then as the day went on all i could do was think about it.... i tried reading all day to see if that would make anything click in my brain telling me yes this did happen then as i was thinking the thought i was searching for poped into my head.. it turns out that saturday was real it was just so amazeing that it seemed fake... but later that night i snuck on the computer and was talking to my boyfriend then just as i was about to respond to his message on myyearbook my stepdad came into the liveingroom and caught me.... there is so much more i could say on this......
so if ur reading this hun i wasnt ignoreing you i just got caught thats all.....
ok the second part of this.......
so far freshman year has turned out to be the worst year of my life other than a few things that have turned out right (my BOYFRIEND my FRIENDS and my SISTER are the only good things that i have this year..) other than those few things the rest is shit... the farther i go the more troubble i get into the longer i get grounded and the more people i piss off.... i dont try to do any of this.. it just happens.. (ok i mean to piss the teachers off but thats a different story...) what i need to do is turn my life around... i need to start doing my homework trying wiht skewl... no latenight calls nomore goofing off nomore anything that gets me in troubble....... (FUCK THAT SHIT.... that seems like alot of work......... maby ill just do the homework part.... that still seems like alot of work...) hmmmm ill figure something out lolz........ hmmmm...... well i have to take a math test now... srry for this one being really long... but i did warn you....

there is so much more i could say on this topic but i dont think yalls want to hear it and im running out of class time lolz...
o ps... i might edit this later

im a lill scared about tomarrow...

my mom is giveing me a ride tomarrow and who knows what shes going to do..... she changes her crazy mind every 2 flipping seconds... but she is so kewl... but if i we like hey mom after i get out drive off or something like that she would prob b like ok then when she drops me off roll down the window n say something to whoever or something... she is fucking crazy... but i love her cuz shes awsome...

hmmmm. who knows wat shes gunna do 2marrow... nawt to mention she is always like a half hour early for like everything so if she is early picking me up 2marrow imma b so pissed...

ooo so im in this thing called the venture crew and i sold like 1 thing of popcorn and she was like hey you get a badge for selling n she showed it to me n i said fuck that shit n she laughed at me lolz......

OMG I SO KANT FLIPPING WAIT

2marrow is saturday and i kant wait.. i get to c my boyfriend and ive waited along time to c him... we plained on cing eachother like a week ago i think but than i got grounded then we plained this weekend and i got introubble again but luckily my mom is still letting me go c him cuz i think she knows if i dont get to c him she will never hear the end of it.... cuz she knows when it comes to hanging with my friends or my boyfriend she knows if she cancels it more than once she will never hear the end of it... lolz...

and hun if you are reading this... me getting into troubble was nawt ur
fault.... it was my fault i got caught on the phone.... just bcuz you wer on the
other side of the phone call does nawt mean that it is your falt

.... hmmmm.... i love my bf..... i kant wait till saturday so i kan c him....

hmmm....... i dont know wat to talk about... lolz i find this funny sometimes on facebook or something i will put comments onn peoples statuses saying i have no comment to that n then they get confused and if they are nawt my friend they add me n are like wtf its so fun being random.....

well i best get off now... leave me comments damn you........ if i had my flashdrive stewie would b telling you but i aint got it with me

pix

here are only some of the pix

i found som really kewl pix

imma upload all my pix on here just in kase i loose this flash drive also but i kant do it right now because i dont have the flash drive on me but hey the are sooper maga kewl... ok nawt really they are just pix most are funny bumper stickers you kan find on myspace or myyearbook or something you know they are just we but yeah imma upload them so i kan still have them for if i loose this last flash drive i have left... it still makes me soooper sad face that i lost the other flash drive......
oooooo i only have friday staniding in my way now.... tomarrow is friday and if i play my cards rigbt it will fly by and saturday will come all that faster...... ooo i kant wait till saturday.......
oooooooo... i dont know if i said this or nawt but...... IVE BEEN TO THE DARK SIDE THEY LIED ABOUT THE COOKIES.... lolz.... i think i did already say that but i just had to say it

i kant put pix with my posts anymore

im so sad cuz i kant put pix with my post for a while cuz i lost my flash drive that had all my pix on it so that makes me sad so its going to take a while till i get new pix so i kant put pix on till then sorry to all of you that read my posts for the pix im sorry..... it shouldnt take long to get new pix..... well i better get to work post later

:(

i kan only spend just a few hours with my boyfriend... its better than nothing i guess... ong i got my phone taken away 4 two more weeks cuz i was talking on it all night and i got caught... **note to self.... be a hell of a lot quieter and no more laughing when i am on the phone from midnight to 5AM....** lolz.... hmmmmmmmmm im really board i have no idea how some of my post wind up being so flipping long when i kant think of anything to put...... wow ummm i have no idea... wow... omg i kant wait till saturday..... eeven though i only get a few hours with him its still better than nothing.... mmmmm i so kant wait....

I KANT WAIT TILL SATURDAY

i am so excited i get to c my boyfriend this saturday only a few short days away although i think that time is nawt going fast enough it needs to hurry up and and fly past the next few days and then slow down on saturday so i kan be with my boyfriend......hmmmmm i know that is a weird way of putting it but who kares....... im so eexcited..... oooooooooooooo i sao kan not wait till saturday.... my heart is trying to punch its way out of my chest im just that excited..... ive been waiteing to c him for a long time cuz i woulda been able to c him last weekend but i got grounded for a reason ide rather not mention.... and yeah but anywho that was a dissapointment but im just so excited that i atleast get to go c him.... my sister says that i choose the wrong weekend to c my bf n when i asked y she was like cuz new moon is in theaters n stuff n i was like if you had a choice to go c a stupid movie or be with ur bf.... i dont know about you but to me the choice is verry simple.... MY BOYFRIEND WINS HANDS DOWN..... now if there is anyone that would rather go c new moon than hang out with there boyfriend they are seriously messed up in the head majorly......... its just so stupid that someone would rather go watch a movie than hang out with there boyfriend (if your a guy you kan change bf to gf in the approprate arreas....)..... ok i lost my tran of thought... o whelll i was probably rambling anyways this is prob the longest post ive posted also so if you read this leave me a comment telling me wat u think..... im sposed to b doing homework in detention right now but i already have my homework done so i decided to make a post ;)..... ok im rabling and im sorry for wasteing the time it took you to read this...... wait y am i appologiseing..... i dot know..... damn it now im talking to myself on here and in my head.... ok shut up already... no you shut up... no you... no you....wow imma go b4 this drives me even more insain

i'z is sad face.....

i lost my flash drive that had all my pix on it and everything.... im super sad now

i am so excited

i get my phone back 2marrow and i get to c my bf in exactly 5 or 6 days depending on how you count it..... with the way i count it it would b 5 days others might count it as 6 it just depends on ur views..... oooooo ma gawd.... i kan not wait till i get to c him...

this is my lill bro and sis names they kept bugging me so i generated there names

i am so board

a whole week without my phone and not being able to talk to my boyfriend THATS 7 WHOLE DAYS PEOPLE DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY THIS IS DRIVING ME........... but atleast i convinced my mom to let me have my phone 2day so i can call him and talk to him..... i kant wite till the 21st i get to hang out with my boyfriend i am so happy but so sad oooo i just rememberd i get my phone reinstated on monday so i kan talk to him more and thats also when i get ungrounded........ hmmmmmmmm im so board right now.......i absalutly hate math class.... i mean im pretty good at math and stuff i just dont like the teacher and the way he teaches.... he is so stupid.... anyways wat was i talking about i dont know i was talking about my phone n then i wound up talking about math.... how does that work out?????? who cares im just that tierd and i dont really kare..... but anywho i kant wait till i get to c my boyfriend im so happy...... but i better get off be4 my teacher starts yelling at me so bye 4 now...........

pix of my friends names

this is all of the names i have so far........ if you want ur name done all you have to do is leave a comment with the name you want and ur 3 favorite colors.......and i will get it done and published

something i wil do in time....

i will eventually deleat the posts of my friends names so i kan load them all at the same time so i dont have to bother with so manny posts that dont say a damned thing...... hmmmmm i will do that probably durring studyhall......... i am so happy cuz i get to c my new boyfriend on the 21st... well i woulda got to c him this weekend but i went and got myself grounded... stupid move i know but that doesnt really matter since i get to c him here soon.... i get ungrounded on monday so thats good.... and i will upload pix of my new bfs name..... he makes me so happy..... ps... his name is darren..... ok welll thats all imma say for now so i will go and post later i dont kare if anyone reads my blog or not i still think it is fun to make random posts........................................................................ hmmmmmmmmmmm i just realized that i dont have a new picture to put on here so i guess this one will b picturelesss...... :(

ok i dont know if i posted this yet or not so imma post it anyways

HURT

it hurts to know

that you dont love me

it hurts to know you lie

but no matter how much

you hurt mei will always

be by ur side

crying and begging

for you to never leave

i need you badly

you keep me at ease

i know you love me too

how deep i will never know

my love is unconditional

and i will love you untill the end of eternity..............

btw... i wrote this when i was in my previous relationship but and i nolonger think that way.... no i have an amazeing boyfriend that treats my nice and makes me feel special unlike my idiot ex....well i should prob get off b4 start gettin nasty............i dont know wat to use for a picture so i will just upload something random

i know this has nothing to do with the subject but i just like the pic i find it kindof ironic

hmmmmmmmmm i am so excited

I KANT WITE TILL THIS WEEKEND...... hopefully my parents let me go c my new man this weekend.... im so hopeing i get to this weekend..... im really board right now and i dont know wat to say......o here is somethig i might b getting suspended from skewl.... im so stupid..... my parents are going to kill me and if i do get suspended then that means i wont b able to c my bf cuz i b grounded indefantly................have i ever metioned how in some ways my life sux majorly...... but in other casses such as my bf its awsome so i just have to tough it out untill then n hope for the best..........welll im sighningh off now lates.......

this isnt the picture i wanted the one i wanted was on my phone n i kant get it from my phone onto my computer at skewl so but this one is just basicly the same picture except the other one is a lill bit darker and it looks alot kewler...... well tata 4 now.....lolz.....:)

hmmmmmmmmmm

i am so board right now the internet at my house isnt working right now so i kant be on my blog for too long...... :( sad face ):....... but any-who i am so really board but i have to go cuz im on my cuzins computer and they are verry fusssy on how long im on n ive already been on 4 an hour so i gtg... ill post later i promis

:)

i am haveing the best day ever 2day.......i had a dog collar and i got a leash from someone n people are freaking out about it.... it scares them some how.... but i find it extreamly funny..... but yeah............ im really happy.....

i juat realized something really importaint

when you lose someone that you loved n then they say that they never loved you that makes it hurt alot less........but it does hurt alot at first.... but then you realize that you never loved them eather you wer just inlove with the fact that you had someone to call your own and someone that made you feel special n now that you realize it was all in vain it just doesnt seem to matter anymore the pain the hurt the waisted time it just doesnt seem to matter i will finish this later cuz i have to go.... bye

i hate liers...

we shall call my friend Bob.. and his cousing kat.. i hate people who lie to me so they dont have to tell me something....durring SRB the other day Bob was told by his cousin kat to tell me something then when he started telling me he stoped n was like no i forgot im not sposed to tell you cuz kat doesnt like you at all.... n kat is one of my best friends it just makes me so mad cuz that means that Bob reallly isnt my friend.... n then when i asked kat wat it was that Bob said he couldnt tell me i wanted to kick Bob cuz he is such an ass....... uggggggg. well i got to go time is almost up so ill post more later....

ps... i still want to hurt Bob

best halloween/worst bday ever......

omg this halloween was the best halloween ever i got to c my bf after nawt being able to c him for three weeks but anyways i had so much fun i dressed up as a green which n went trick-or-treating (NO I AM NOT TO OLD TO GO TRICK-OR-TREATING (and if you think i am you kan go suck a choed....)) and my bf omg it was so funny.... he said that he was a manly girl scout but if you ask his sister her friend our friend marea and i we all say that he was dressing up as a cross dresser anyways... it was so much fun..... i spent almost the whole day with him n i had so much fun......

and really my bday was just like all the other chores n forced to stay home and do nothing special for my bday i mean i got to c my bf the day b4 but it woulda been nice to c him on my bday also though n he got sick cuz he didnt wear a jacket durring trick-or-treating..... but on the plus side i did get people telling me happy bday all day n i did get to talk to my bf but anyways yeah most of it was pretty bad.....

o yeah n my parents wont stop hovering over me when i do my home work n it sux... it pisses me off so bad.....